....so I counted weeks in my calendar today. I've only done that a few times. I would have been 19 weeks today. 19 weeks. That is crazy. We would have probably known what we were having by now or finding out in the next week. Wondering if I'll join the dammit club again this month. Chances are yes. But it is safe to say that most days I am content with my family as-is for now. Enjoying today and not worrying about tomorrow. I don't want to miss today, especially if 'tomorrow' doesn't ever come.