Again, you all came to my rescue. You shared personal experiences with me and gave me wonderful advice....here on my blog, on facebook and through private messages and emails. I appreciated each experience and read with real intent. Thank you. I have found peace and called my doctor to schedule a D&C. They are trying to schedule it for Tuesday or Wednesday next week. I will keep you posted.
Throughout the weekend I will hold dear your beautiful messages, keep smelling the flowers dotting my dining room table and I will be eating a whole box of RETRO CANDY delivered to my doorstep this afternoon. Razzles, Fun Dips, Zotz, Boston Baked Beans, Lemon Heads, Button Candy, Gold Nugget bubble gum, Chiclets, Candy Cigarettes....oh it is overflowing and I keep slapping my kids hands away. Actually I gave them the toy top and the wax lips that also came in the box right away. And, don't worry....I will share my least favorites with them. I mean I can be selfish at this time....right?
I am really starting to feel more like myself again and as a family, we are truly finding peace. In fact, I am finding comfort now in comforting those that still are congratulating me on the pregnancy. It feels good to be the strong one right now. Because I know, that that might change on a daily basis.